Anonymous, I appreciate you.

How do I know people don’t like me?
They’ve said it to my face. Even before I came to Manor Bay, I was hated.

Everywhere I go I am hated.

Here in Manor Bay, I barely did anything, and I’m disliked. Sure, not everybody is going to like you in life. I have nobody. Not even family. See, this is the issue. I’m not very fond of people. So going around and talking, socializing really isn’t my thing. I’m not antisocial, it’s just people piss me off. I wish I could just live another life. I hate being me. 

I’m not fun, I don’t do anything extravagant, I haven’t really accomplished anything, I have no good things to offer the world.

I want to end it all. Life is so much more, just see.

I don’t want to wait any longer. 


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jared-west replied to your post: Don’t go.

Oh my God, get a grip.

No.


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Because life is worth it. Even if shit is tough right now, you have to push through, because at the end of the day, it will be worth the pain. Trust me my life is not that great either, but I'm still here..pushing through and because I have someone who keeps trying to feed me and it's the only reason I'm living. Stay, I think we may have a lot in common. And if you end up old and grey talking to yourself, well count me in. Okay?
Anonymous

But I’m sick of it. My whole life is a joke. What if it’s me, I’m just not meant to make it through? I still don’t know why I need to stay. It’s not like you’re going to like me anyway.


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Don't go.
Anonymous

But why?

I have every reason to go. It’s too much. I’m nothing. My life is nothing. If I don’t leave now, I’m going to have a breakdown and I’ll never recover from it. I’m going to be alone for life. I’ll end up old and painfully lonely, mumbling such words incoherently to myself. I just want the sweet nothingness that comes after the pain fades.


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jared-west replied to your post: I’m about to leave life.

BYE.

Bye.


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I’m about to leave life.


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jared-west replied to your post: jared-west replied to your post: I am now a lonely…

Yes. Everything is going according to plan. Now if only that train had showed up on time…

Next time you should be the one driving the train.


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drew-owen replied to your post: I am now a lonely beagle.

you show up so randomly. sometimes when i try to avoid you, you just keep coming back. when i’m not even on tumblr you’re not even here and then when i finally come back to reply to a para YOU APPEAR

Sorry. Want to be friends?


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jared-west replied to your post: I am now a lonely beagle.

Excellent.

Did you plan this yourself?


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I am now a lonely beagle.


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