Anonymous, I appreciate you.
How do I know people don’t like me?
They’ve said it to my face. Even before I came to Manor Bay, I was hated.
Everywhere I go I am hated.
Here in Manor Bay, I barely did anything, and I’m disliked. Sure, not everybody is going to like you in life. I have nobody. Not even family. See, this is the issue. I’m not very fond of people. So going around and talking, socializing really isn’t my thing. I’m not antisocial, it’s just people piss me off. I wish I could just live another life. I hate being me.
I’m not fun, I don’t do anything extravagant, I haven’t really accomplished anything, I have no good things to offer the world.
I want to end it all. Life is so much more, just see.
I don’t want to wait any longer.
But I’m sick of it. My whole life is a joke. What if it’s me, I’m just not meant to make it through? I still don’t know why I need to stay. It’s not like you’re going to like me anyway.
I have every reason to go. It’s too much. I’m nothing. My life is nothing. If I don’t leave now, I’m going to have a breakdown and I’ll never recover from it. I’m going to be alone for life. I’ll end up old and painfully lonely, mumbling such words incoherently to myself. I just want the sweet nothingness that comes after the pain fades.
I’m about to leave life.
jared-west replied to your post: jared-west replied to your post: I am now a lonely…
Yes. Everything is going according to plan. Now if only that train had showed up on time…
Next time you should be the one driving the train.
you show up so randomly. sometimes when i try to avoid you, you just keep coming back. when i’m not even on tumblr you’re not even here and then when i finally come back to reply to a para YOU APPEAR
Sorry. Want to be friends?
Did you plan this yourself?
I am now a lonely beagle.